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[15 Nov 2007|11:19pm] |
so tonight, a tooth appeared in malachis mouth. it wasnt there yesterday. and i know cause he always bites me. but from now on... it will hurt.
i need brain storm ideas on how to get me on to mtv 'MADE'. maybe i could write them and tell them to do an old person show. and then they will make me famous and help me afford a personal trainer. that would be sweet. and then ill be real popular on myspace like tila tequilla and then ill get to pretend to be a bisexual and have my own reality tv show... i mean... im really up for anything. haha
^^ this is a good indicator that i need to start doing something more productive with my time.
which by the way... i have been going to the gym. and might i say my ass muscles really hurt.
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| dun dun dunnnn |
[15 Nov 2007|08:08am] |
id have to say that i have become increasingly boring as of late. i mean.... im awesome still... just a little boring. not working means not having money... aside from my allowance... which pretty much goes to gas. so... my days consist of nick noggin, naps and sometimes the gym.
our lease is up in two months, and i refuse to live in this or any other apartment. i hate them. i didnt mind when i got a full night sleep and didnt have a little baby. but now i hate them. so... i am strategically trying to find somewhere to live that will not be so far from everything... preferably close to my gym, cause if i get any farther, i fear i will not go.
malachi is crawling now... and back talking... in his own baby way. he has also started saying da-da. but im pretty sure he doesnt know what it means... just a sound... mainly because he calls everything da-da. its cute though. i like it.
thanksgiving is next week. im pretty stoked about it. im gonna eat pumkin pie. cause im making a healthy-ish one. sweet!
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[19 Jul 2007|11:49am] |
three more weeks and i wont be working so damn much. ill get to hang out with my little giggly boy. he is truely the best thing i could have never wanted. and i mean that in a totally good way. watching him grow is the cooles tthing i think i will ever witness. we got his three month pictures taken, and well... he shoul dbe a baby gap model. haha. no... let me stop being a cocky mom.
pretty much, just been working, and being a mom. i am way tired. that is for sure. home life is ok... there is still al ittle tension in the air. but what can ya do.
all in all. im content. i suppose.
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| *sigh* |
[27 Mar 2007|10:52am] |
im not really sure why i update anymore. i guess its cause im bored and dont feel like reading. i officially hate being pregnant and dont know how people do this like 5 times in their life. I cant walk hardly and i have to pee like every 5 minutes. it really could be any day now... but malachi is stubborn and doesnt want to face the real world... so i am forced to hobble around and wait. On the plus side of things, i have money that i am going to stash away so i can get tattooed asap. i guess that is as close to normal as my life will ever be again.
lets just all cross our fingers and hope he gets here before next week so i dont have to work.
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| good lord |
[13 Mar 2007|09:50pm] |
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malachi abrahm will be here soon. today he weighed in at 6lbs and 10 oz. he is gonna be a sumo wrestler. but i love him anyways.
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[28 Jan 2007|09:37am] |
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my jaw is out of socket, making it super hard to chew. damn it. im really not looking forward to sitting on a plane for six hours on thursday... especially with a baby in my belly.
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| squee! |
[31 Dec 2006|06:07pm] |
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today i got the best Christmas present ever. My mother and father in law got me a car! my very first car ever. it is pretty much the sweetest thing ever. today, i went to walmart all by myself. it was excellent. life couldnt fall into place any better.
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| are you my 1234fucking5fo sho. |
[06 Dec 2006|09:55am] |
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so... lets see... baby in my tummy is getting big. and sitting on my bladder. kinda blows. husband is wonderful... i dont hate him yet. haha. and he doesnt beat me yet... so we are going strong. work is gnarly, i cant wait till Christmas is over. i cant wait till this baby comes out so i can go on a frackin diet and get my arm finished. i guess what it all comes down to is me being completely content and actually happy. i mean, isnt that whole point?
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[02 Nov 2006|09:47am] |
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im getting married on saturday. and im having a baby boy... april 14thish. and his name is malachi. and he is gonna be sweet. thats really all... and ill be back in baltimore feb 1-5. my mom is throwing me a baby shower... so...yea...
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[31 Aug 2006|11:41am] |
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first doctors appointment.. and im nine weeks... we think. so that makes me due in april! im pretty excited about it. God i hope i have a girl.
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| its been a lonnnnng time |
[06 Aug 2006|03:25pm] |
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growing my hair out has been a really long and stressful event. so has been getting more tattoos and losing 100 pounds. life is a long event. BUT. my birthday is in less than a month. and there isnt anywhere id rather be than right here.
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[15 May 2006|10:57pm] |
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so im not moving back after all.
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[23 Mar 2006|12:13am] |
i love the beach. but i hate oklahoma. so i pretended i was there....
it is spring time right?
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[17 Mar 2006|03:00am] |
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so. three months and three weeks. that all i have left. its kinda getting sad. im just saying.
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| muwahahah |
[15 Mar 2006|11:43pm] |
dude. i am soooo freaking bored.. and well.... i posted these on xanga, so i figured, what the hell!
k. im done. muwahahah.
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| maybe i have a day off? |
[14 Mar 2006|12:01pm] |
sometimes... i think about stuff... like when im bored, i go back to my younger days, in my head, alone. and it makes me feel funny. like. sometimes i think about how stupid i use to be. and sometimes i think how much fun i use to have. and then i stop. and then i think about whats going to happen. and then i get really excited. cause i think about the times i will have when im probablly gonna be really stupid. and then ill think about the fun that im gonna have. and then. i realize... that... i dont have much to complain about... and i probably couldnt ask for a better life or family.
thats all really. i just wanted to make the point that i am excited about what will happen, cause i really dont have a clue.
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[10 Mar 2006|10:09am] |
this sickness has turned into rediculous flem and consistent coughing. but. on the better side... i have lost three pounds. and i am getting super dark. and not to mention, my hair is blonde. im going to start clubbing here pretty soon. and doing underage boys. ok... not really... but it would be pretty awesome.
sunflower left me this morning as a boy... she will return as a girl. i ammmm sooooo excited. she is going to be so lovely without testicles.
i was reading old lj entries from myself yesterday. i was such a homosexual. deep is not for me... i decided to just stay a pretty simpler person and be a cool dude. after all, that is what im good at.
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| this is for my mom. |
[09 Mar 2006|02:55pm] |
ok. first and foremost, i love my mother so much, and i now know where i get my sarcasm from. today, i spent two hours on the phone with my mother, a good hour of it was about myspace. apparently she has a myspace and she found mine. and from mine she found everyone else. luckily, mine is pg rated... as for everyone else, not so much. it was probably the most histerical event ever.... my chest hurts... and laughing made it worse.
so from now on, my myspace will stay pg for my mom.... cause i love her.
and also... we had a long discussion about my future and my appearance, pretty much, she realizes that my appearance doesnt matter and that she loves me for me. and that is why i love my mom. so heads up old friends, if you get a message from pam, you know its my mom.
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| son of a... |
[09 Mar 2006|01:01pm] |
this is the third time in two months that i have been noticibally sick. i really dont like it and it makes me seriously homesick. i took the day off so maybe i could feel just a little better. that would be ideal. especially with my date tomorrow night. hahahha.
tornado season has officially begun. first tornado watch of the year yesterday. it would have been awesome if it took out the mall... im still kinda hoping.
i had the worst and most intense dream of my life. like. i woke up crying... and im not even sure about what... i know somebody died and i had shauns child. maybe i was crying cause i had shauns child. hahah. i blame these real life dreams on nyquill.
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[07 Mar 2006|07:55pm] |
so i have been all hopped up on benedril (spell check) all day. my allergies are out of control, simply because i never had them till i moved to oklahoma. im a little loopy right now, not gonna lie.
i will be transfering to a hot topic near you. what can i say? im awesome. oh. and... might i add...
im pretty excited cause i get to make out on friday. its nice to feel like a teenager again... with just casual making out... haha.
oh..... and by the way... the hot surfer babe diet is working out real great... i just had a large french fry and a large mint choclate chip milk shake. rarrr.
oh. one last thing. i get to go to johnnies tomorrow.
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